You Asked, My Tongue Was Silent

You asked, my tongue was silent,
I listened to the conversations with you like a stranger,
I loaded the silence into my voice,
Or I just walked away uninterested.

I wiped half of my smile and threw it inside me,
Our enthusiasm is not your excuses,
I hid it behind.
So that people do not walk on you,
I chose to walk alone.

my silence,
The sadness of separation is obviously thought to be,
"Are you okay" is asked from time to time,
I play my part so well that
But I'm ashamed..I can't applaud myself.

In the evening;
It's like running backstage from the stage,
I'm getting away from question mark looks,
I carry the happiness inside me to my house,
I run step.

Like the chorus of a song
Your name is on my tongue.
I tell you to the darkness, to the walls, to myself,
I hurl the voices inside me into empty rooms,
to mention your name,
Since it was banned.