Why did I let this happen

Why did I let this happen
Now I can't forget, wonderful
But I won't go any step before
Until a step comes to me

If no one comes near I won't go either
Why would I waste time if I don't get cared
But I can't stop blushing, what happened to me
This time it's worse than the old one

She sometimes comes as I saw
But I will never take a step because
I should mind the gap or else
I am gonna get crushed by life

I should live my life normally
I should leave my thoughts behind
Because they may be gone so soon
I'm still an immigrant after all