I Apologize To Myself Şiiri - Kasım Kobakçı

One day when the end comes,
Without anyone noticing,
I will run away,
No one will cry for me that day.

I owe myself only,
From the hills I climbed with my head high,
That day I will come running back,
My strength for everyone was not enough for me alone.

I owe an apology to my youth that I wasted in vain.
I've spent years with lies that won't be covered with apologies,
For the people I love more than myself,
I gave up on myself.

If I saw a small response,
Maybe my chest wouldn't be tight,
If someone hugged me once,
I might have given up.

But I was always alone,
I walked alone, I will return alone,
I apologize to myself.