First and last my love is out

First And Last My Love Is Out

and painful loneliness
in some arms
and painful loneliness
on my back
shake in pain in pain
both in my body
both the soul ...

the roots of my family are not much in favor
I wanted to find the roots of mankind
my childhood
my dear traveler
decadence
my forefeet
I am a starboarder
I am a multitude ...
at the roots of mankind
you should know what you want
you should know where you are going
going to humanity ...

how have I been tied to salt for years
how do I get salted
longing to come to the wagon
i am in my mind when i am wit
now in the nose
I have to reach home before I go crazy
i am in my mind when i am wit
now almost immediately
I have to write my exile, I have to go crazy without getting mad ...

what i loved so much
what a surprise
what is so imrendim
Ah! swallows
you did not come in one day
gittin goin hand on the gates
the beatings I have eaten come to mind
Ten Leaked Snow
ten tenths of rain
The trot is gone and the trot is gone
no matter what life is,
I went on the run
did not come one day come and go
gittin goin hand on the gates
Ah! I swallow ...

I know that life is called
i know
my body
i know
my soul
i know
Also,
I know you too
i know
heyt ulan! I missed my homeland
heyt ulan! I miss you
if you challenge
I want both free homeland
I want you both
I live both my sadness and my love
do not put out my first and last love
inside of me
keep fatigue tireless
both myself and me
Even in patience ...

my fugitive heart
escaping sleep
escaped childhood
I left it in your hands
keep it in the bag you took away ...

how many people chased that night
I'm chasing humanity ...

how many colors did I have come to you
what i could give
Open your palms ...

there is no free land so i'm sacker
I do not have the love I crave I'm so crazy ...

they came
how many did i see
the night was mushy in the moon
did not rain a supine single beam
I was hit
I did not fall down I did not fall
run away
aysızdım aşkızdım
How thin the rain is
how did you tag each one
I said,
I said in a part of my tears ...

I was not able to get drunk
they always thought they were drunk
But I could not manage who did not know ...

I call out to yell
O earth
worlds
people
ey mountains
oh stones
you never hear
you never see
as many children die
when the valiant is dying
how are you going through yourself ...

it was like yesterday
how did you get on the bus in life
You've seen me before, hungry
you saw me before carnation
I saw you before me in Istanbul
how the boarding had broken up my inner organs
what death did he bring to every city and every life of his city?
how he screamed dead in his last breath
help! help!
like me…

you are no longer and months
you are gone and the sun
how did they get messed up ...

my child my pain is the most painful distance
now my pain is the most painful distance
without you and silence
both childhood and present
it was the most painful
or did I ever grow up ...

Hasan Huseyin Beydil