When I Hide in My Veins Şiiri - Işık Çakan

Don't worry about my deep silence,
It is just a reflection of my sadness.
Even when you are right next to me,
It feels like a torture, which seems endless.

Starting to feel like instant regrets are near,
Although I packed my emotions and all my gear,
Something still keeps me from getting away from you my dear.

And I used to say myself, "Her love is reachable."
But, how could I know that I asked for the unthinkable?