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Haydar Çelebi

mutluluk
erdemin bir ödülü degildir
o erdemin kendisidir
bizler arzularimizi engelledigi için
mutluluktan zevk almayiz
tersine ondan haz duydugumuz için
arzulariimizi engelleriz
 spinoza, ethica

... yani bir bilge kadar kafasiz
      bir aptal kadar bilge
             yasarim...


üstad dario fo anlatiyor oyunlarinda
         geçmisim 'bir delinin günlügü'
      gelecegim 'bir anarsistin ölümü'
             g         i         b         i


adim insan, yasim onbin




varolma kaygisiydi
beni hep düsünmeye sevk eden
mucit olup
atesi ve tekeri buldum
yarip toprak ananin dösünü
tohumlar ektim
kitliklar gördüm
anlamsiz ve beyhude savaslar
yangin yeri ateslerinden siyrilip geldim
yeniden yarattim yasami her yikim sonrasi
umudum sevdam oldu
bir elimde dikenli gül
bir elimde sevgi 
ve makinalar yaptim dislilerden
bana hükmeden
hatta yerime düsünen
bellekli
dissiz ve de düssüz makinalar
siirler, romanlar, destanlar yazdim
tarih yazdim
tarih beni yazdi
kah sevdalandim, kah hüzünlendim
ve onbin yasindayim ben
her yeni dogan bebegin
parildayan göz isigiyim
ve adim insan

bacilarim var benim
sarisin
kardeslerim var benim



kizil
annelerim beyaz
babalarim siyah

onbin yasindayim ben
adim
I N S A N



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                                                                                                   ve issiz



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                                                                                                               Haydar Çelebi