Human experiments Şiiri - Faye Faye

every day
i run human experiments on myself

i test the limit of my food allergy
i adjust the milligrams 

i look at dismembered bodies on the news
i drink and then i don't drink

i dress like a woman

for the feeling in my chest
i don't name it
i blame my hormones and my mom
i should just
change my whole being and it will go away
orange juice for breakfast and tea for breakfast and no breakfast at all